Mermaid
The room is loud
your light cuts through
men gather close
but I see you
Mermaid calling me
pulling closer with no choice
I obey your tide
Some fall apart
some stand too tall
I watch them move
they miss it all
Mermaid calling me
pulling closer with no choice
I obey your tide
Worse than me —
they stumble blind
Better men —
but out of time
I hold the key
I keep it safe
I’ll use it when I want
the only one you feel
Mermaid calling me
pulling closer with no choice
I obey your tide
I obey your tide
I obey your tide
I obey your tide
I obey your tide
You hold them all
You hold them all
You hold them all
You hold them all
…also me
Spiral
Steps in the dark
repeat the same
I hold the rail
I call your name
Falling in the spiral
the walls are turning blind
I go but never find
The air is damp
the stone is cold
I hear your breath
but can’t be told
Falling in the spiral
the walls are turning blind
I go but never find
Each floor the same
each turn a lie
I fall inside
I can’t deny
Falling…
spiral…
no end
Black mirror
I lean too close
the glass turns dark —
no answer back
A face not mine
moves in the frame
then fades away
Black mirror holds me
a shadow without a name
cold breath on the glass
Your mouth appears
but words don’t stay
they sink, they blur
I touch the edge
it cuts my hand
but nothing bleeds
Black mirror holds me
a shadow without a name
cold breath on the glass
No voice —
only return
I fall inside
I fall behind the glass
nothing returns my gaze
just the mirror —
still black
Chains
Step by step
the circle grows
I feel the weight
that no one knows
Chain on my hands
Chain on my breath
Chain in my sleep
closer to death
Move in time
the fire sways
I keep the mark
it never fades
Chain on my hands
Chain on my breath
Chain in my sleep
closer to death
Voices low
repeat the same
I call it out
I hear your name
Chain…
Chain…
Chain…
Tides
I hear your call
across the dark, distant swell
your voice — a tremor in the water
pulls me deeper
I drift, unspoken
Tides rising
I’m swallowed whole
your mouth, a sea
and I —
no shore left to hold
Whispered waves
echo inside my chest
your name — I drown
beneath its weight
I’m lost
and found in you
From there
you call me home
cold salt and breath and hush
I slip beneath
and your tide becomes my pulse
Tides…
I am yours
Empty room
The door is closed
the air is dry
spent cigarettes
where you passed me by
Empty room
holds me here
Empty room
bends my skin
A cello remains
the space you bent
I kept it near
I keep the rest
Empty room
holds me here
Empty room
bends my skin
No light, no sound
the walls confess
I lean inside
I can’t suppress
Empty room
holds me here
Empty room
bends my skin
Empty room…
empty room…
Ashmark
I wait in the room
the air is still
a trace on the floor
I carry it still
Ash on my hand
won’t disappear
Ash in my mouth
I keep it near
The walls don’t speak
but they keep your sound
I follow the line
and it pulls me down
Ash on my hand
won’t disappear
Ash in my mouth
I keep it near
I bite the dark
I breathe your name
nothing remains
but the same
Ash… mark…
Ash… mark…